This song makes me panic....bring fear and sadness to me..why?

The song "live to tell" by Madonna...is a song that when it comes on the radio I turn it over. If its on at the store I want to run out of there. Idk what happened....I was a baby when the song was released but whenever I hear it feelings of intense sadness and fear fill me. I feel like something really bad happened that I cannot recall...and I feel like if I let that song overtake me then something bad will happen again. I have never felt this way about any song before. I felt this way as a child and still do as an adult. Is this normal?